What broke my day: Warning: what you are about to read is extremely whiny, and you may just want to skip it because there will be ranting, and complaining, and bitchiness. Continue at your own discretion. Being cranky for absolutely no reason. Today I have been on an emotional roller coaster that I can't explain. I have no idea why, but one moment I'm happy and the next I'm cranky, whining, and then crying. It's like I'm 9 months pregnant or something(which I'm not, because you have to have sex to get pregnant). I don't know if it's because I'm on the PMS express, hungry, tired, or I have glandular issues. But no matter, I feel that everyone is going to get very tired of me very quickly. I've cried twice: once because I got dragged to the beach and didn't have a swimsuit and was bored, and feeling fat and unattractive and was tired of exuding confidence all the time. The second was because I didn't have enough shoes. Yeah....a little ridiculous. I don't think I've ever been this moody, but all I really wanted to do today was sit in my bed and sleep, and get a hug from my mommy. Maybe I'm just having meltdowns because I like to hide my true feelings so that others feel that they can count on me, and today I just exploded. But nevertheless all I want to do right now is go to sleep and cry and hug my mommy. I don't want to get up at 5 a.m. tomorrow at all....this is sad.
What made my day: Hugs from my mommy... As I said I'm very cranky and pessimistic at the moment, so while I'm sure that I had very good moments, at the moment I don't even want to write what made my day, but I guess that's the point of this. So I will write a little bit on hugs from my mommy, but in 4 minutes I'm going to sleep, so that's all you get. I love hugs from my mommy because I believe that every mother knows how to hug their kids just right. Like Goldilocks and the three bears, hugs from daddies are too strong, hugs from sisters are too gross, hugs from friends are too insincere. But hugs from mommies are just right. They know how to hold tight enough that you feel secure and loved, but not so hard that you can't breath. Also, I have noticed that even though my mom is shorter than me, the my head rests perfectly on her bosom feels right. This sounds weird, I know, but you can snuggle into their shoulder and chest and smell them, that smell you associate with comfort, and the softness of a mommy makes it all better. When was the last time that you had a meltdown? When was the last time you hugged your mom? Really hugged her, not a lame quick get this over with hug. I recommend it, because it makes you feel all good inside.
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